Sounds terribly familiar
Though I was lucky because I got in to a "gifted and talented" program in highschool so ended up in a class full of geeks and weirdos like me :)
However, I still have trust issues and I don't tend to stay "friends" with people very long. I have trouble believing they actually like my company and that I'm not just being annoying. This leads me to not inviting them to do things and only reacting to their invitations, which leads them to think I don't like them...

Anyway, just another "you're not alone" type response. And don't worry - it does get better. My advice is to go to a big uni in a big city away from everyone you know :)
(Or skip the country - I'm on the other side of the world now and loving it!)
(xanthine, Mon 18 May 2009, 4:23, Reply)