Wow,
What a sad story, but it has so much light. You have found your true love and your old flame, though now no longer with us is where ever the dead go. Maybe her faith gave her hope, but it sounds like she was giving up while still with you.
It is not selfish to move on, but it is a hard decision to make. Staying with her out of guilt would have been a worse crime. After all, every one is deserving of the chance to find love. Even the severely ill and disabled can find love. May she now be at peace.
I hope that you own future continues to bring you joy and love with your partner.
Blessed be.
( Rev. Jayneflakes Buy my book, I need the cash for drugs and hookers, Wed 12 Nov 2008, 20:41, Reply)