hi there "Me, I'm not..." or do you prefer Hamadan bin Mohammed Al Maktoum?
having read your profile it is clear that you are a person full to the brim with anger.
it drips off every word.
i defend your right to write whatever you choose however i also defend my right and the rights of others to disagree with you.
suicide is self-murder and as such is a violent act.
any violent act has repercussions. suicide especially so.
it can, and does reverberate down the generations.
i speak from experience.
my maternal grandfather was a fire-tender driver in Gaza during wwii. he saw and, more disturbingly heard things that no man (or woman) should ever hear. the damaged planes coming in to land with leftover fuel all too often crashed and burned. being made of timber and dope they went up like buggery once the aviation fuel caught. the tenders could rarely get close enough to fight the fires but were almost always within earshot of men being literally burnt to death. their screams stayed with him the rest of his life.
one night in 1966 (over 20 years later), after a number of periods of back-injury-related-unemployment my mothers father took a fatal dose of phenobarbitol.
i know all too well the effect this has had on my mother, my father, my sister and myself.

"There are few people whose deaths make things worse permanently -- and a low percentage of those are suicidal.
Life is cheap and you're not important."

i will happily forgive what you have posted but please get some help.
if not for you then for your children, should you ever be lucky enough to have any.
( blaireau69 , the Cumbrian Travis Bickle., Tue 25 May 2010, 21:07, 1 reply)

I'm clicking "I like this"
I'm sure you know I don't, but you know what I mean.
(Captain Skippy pooed in a bag and left it on your doorstep, Tue 25 May 2010, 21:58, closed)