It gets better
If you let it

Life that is

And thats from someone who thought he had done it all and more by the time I was 22 while doing his best to self destruct as I went.

The stuff I have done between 22 and 45 is even better by miles and I thank whatever gods happen to be listning on a daily basis that I am still around to keep doing brainpopping things my parents would never have dreamed possible!

I am looking forward to being 60, fuck knows what I will be able to do then!

Don't sell yourself short

Live and love it
( RadG Drinking Mojitos in the sun, Sat 16 Oct 2010, 18:55, 2 replies)

I know this bloke...
This guy I know must be 65 or so, and damn he has lived a good life. He still parties on a regular basis, takes home young girls for fun times, smokes hash religiously, DJs at events all over the UK and in Europe, and lives in the most amazing squat community. If I can be 65 and have had half the life he has lived, then damn, I'll be happy.
( Bathory, Sat 16 Oct 2010, 19:07, closed)

Nothing stopping you doing it
cept yourself

Best advice I ever had was, If you want to move on, get over stuff, get a new life,.... Imagine you are flicking a rubber band off your thumb. Aim the rubber band at where you want to be and pull it back, stretch it out ready to fire......... but if you want to get where you want to be, where you are aiming at .... you have to let go or the band don't fly!

To go forward you need to let go of whats behind
( RadG Drinking Mojitos in the sun, Sat 16 Oct 2010, 19:17, closed)

.
Completely true. One day I just realised that there is no reason in life to not just fucking go for it. What's the worst that can happen? I just wish I wasn't being haunted by illness. Perhaps that's the reason why I have such a "ah, fuck it, go on then" attitude though? You just got to go for it. That's the reason I went to get help (again...) cause I figured what's the worst that could happen? Your life never sucks, your situation is the only thing that can suck.
( Bathory, Sat 16 Oct 2010, 19:25, closed)

The one thing I had to work out myself though!
Was once you have found the courage and fired that old rubber band and placed your fate in the lap of the gods (who to be quite frank have spent many thousands of years fucking it all up big time if various religious texts are to be believed!)

Once you have taken the leap of faith, let go and moved on .....

Never ever ever look back

Its a train wreck back there, Even for normal people!. its best left in the past.

Whatever you do, Best 'o luck
( RadG Drinking Mojitos in the sun, Sat 16 Oct 2010, 19:34, closed)

I don't reckon you'd think that if you were his daughter.

( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sat 16 Oct 2010, 20:23, closed)

I think it might be Gary Glitter

( wotofco pissing in your swimming pool, Sat 16 Oct 2010, 20:31, closed)

Seconded
22 sucked.

Like being in a car in first gear, RPM in the red, and don't know what a gearstick is.

Hindsight rocks. Hope the OP lives long enough to cultivate some.
(CADmonkey rollllllllled another one, just like the other one, Sat 16 Oct 2010, 19:16, closed)