Tis a sad and sordid story that ends happily with lesbian lust!
I split up with my Ex some time before, not because we hated each other, but because I think I wanted it more than him. He was lovely, but alas not The One. You see, my Mother read my Tarot and told me, you are going to meet a guy, but he will not stay and then you will meet the one.

I turned to Gaydar Girls, a lovely sight of a site where lots of beautiful elegant ladies all ignored me or told me that they just wanted to be friends.

Then I had a message from out of the blue. "Sat here sulking, scanning profiles, thought you looked like the sort of person I would get on with so thought I would say hi."

Hmm I think, sulking, sounds like my kind of girl so I replied and said that I was still a bit heart sore being freshly single by a couple of months. Then ping, a new message arrives. "Being just out of a relationship then we are both in the same situation, maybe we could 'not settle down' together sometime?"

We ended up swapping messages for ages and in the end even Gaydar Girls got fed up with us and we turned to e-mail and then phone calls. I missed her first call, I was doing something private, being recently post op TS (Oh the shock, I am admitting that I am Transsexual and a lesbian all in one post! Trans and proud me...)I needed to catch up with my physio. She left me a profane and ear splitting message on my answer phone that had me in fits of giggles.
I phoned her back and we talked non stop for an hour, exhausted we wished each other good night.

Then I was attacked in work by a group of school kids in a trans-phobic attack. I mention this because it is important. I left the area rapidly for the house of a good friend, who lived an hour and a half away from who shall for now call the one. The time away was just what I needed, but my heart ached to be so close to the one and yet so far away, also my friend, although a wonderful artist was experimenting with house dust and spider webs and I have a dust allergy.

The one met me at the railway station and I saw her right away, long leather coat, dark glasses and all in black. Very Matrix... I got through the gates and we met each other for the first time, but no words passed between us...

Well they couldn't, you see the world had faded away and all that existed was our first kiss, it was one of the most beautiful moments in my life, even beating the moment I woke up as a girl for the first time. I was to stay with her for two days, but this turned into a week and I had missed my train home again. So she popped me in her car and drove me home so I could go back to work...

I made it through half a day before I could stand it no more, four years of trans-phobic abuse by the kids at work had left me feeling hunted and miserable. Nothing happened to the kids who assaulted me and I felt like a target waiting to be attacked again. I phoned The One and said please come and get me and she did. She drove me to my Doctor and my Doctor told me I was too ill to be in work due to stress and fear. I was already taking huge amounts of antidepressants to cope with the abuse in the school. I cried a lot.

The one is called Carol and she is beautiful, red hair, eyes to drown in and a smile that can bring me to tears of joy. I love her with all of my heart, she rescued me and helped me get off of the drugs I was taking for depression, she got me out of a town where I was so unhappy and even bullied. She made me realise that I am a lovely woman and I do not have to be ashamed of my past anymore. She helped me start again and then she...


Proposed to me.

Carol, with all of my heart, I love you. How could I say no to the woman who taught me to be free?

Length:- none at all, it's an inny now!
( Rev. Jayneflakes Buy my book, I need the cash for drugs and hookers, Sat 30 Aug 2008, 1:33, 8 replies)

If this is all true...
Then wow. I'm happy for you.
(EuroSong I love horse meat: best of all the animals, Sat 30 Aug 2008, 10:53, closed)

Now THAT'S romance.
*click for warm happy feelings*
( Sonic James Doom forgetting the date since... umm..., Sat 30 Aug 2008, 11:07, closed)

Thank you
Yes this is all true. I am really happy and I never thought it could or would happen to me.

*contented sigh*
( Rev. Jayneflakes Buy my book, I need the cash for drugs and hookers, Sat 30 Aug 2008, 11:37, closed)

Wow
This is such a beautiful story. Congrats for finding the one and finally being happy :)
( El Lazarus is calm now, Ish,, Sat 30 Aug 2008, 16:37, closed)

Congrats
Truly a beautiful story. Don't know what the status of marriage in england is, but you're welcome to come over and have the ceremony in toronto :)
--tuqueboy
(tuqueboy has been in a medically -induced coma since, Sun 31 Aug 2008, 2:30, closed)

congrats to you both
and kudos to you for going through all that to do what you knew was right for you.
( Smash Monkey lowering the tone of the whole internet, Sun 31 Aug 2008, 17:35, closed)

boo for small minded bullying bastards
YAY for Carol!
( TGB checking Off Topic is still shit at, Mon 1 Sep 2008, 13:00, closed)

Nice one Jayneflakes
Best of luck for the future!
(Bicycle Repairman "you're also a bit of a wanker", Tue 2 Sep 2008, 10:07, closed)